its between the drainage and her.

my minds slithers so far from me.
i have a mind of my own.
i love you, oh dearest one.
i know i may find liking you is a major mistake.
but i`m only human.
it`s like being a chemist and you`re trying to cure cancer. but you end up producing viagra.
those shitzits.
i find the gods creation magnificient. so beautiful yet so mellow.
it looks like a mirage. but...

i can`t move on. too tired.
*sigh.