Wednesday, December 24, 2008

home

greetings, fellow homosapiens.

Last saturday, 20th of december, me and my girl classmates, Ze, Shar and Nisa, hung out at the mall. We`ve been planning for a hang out since the end of o level and i say, the hang out was awesomee. (:

I wore my striped long sleeved, sleeveless jacket and cargo pants and left home at 2pm. so i came to the mall at 2.30pm and i messaged Ze, telling her that i`ll be waiting for her infront of Ego shop. She came after a few minutes with her mother. ZE, YOU LOOK GORGEOUS! *turn on. :P after that, Nisa messaged Ze, telling us to wait for her at Best Eastern. So we went there. My phone was vibrating and it was a message from si gay friend aka Jeemshah asking for my location. I replied him and soon met up with Nisa.

On the way up the escalator, we met up with Zimah and Jeemshah. There were planning to watch 'Yes,man.' with Jee and her boyfriend. We had to rush up to the Cineplex cuz we hadn`t booked the tickets. We were watching 'Twilight.' and again, we promised to watch this movie together, since last year. When we bought the tickets, there were only four seats left and it was at the very back row. The movie started at 2.45pm. Shar was no where in sight. So after missing 19mins of the movie, Shar came and we went in. Throughout the movie, me and Ze won`t stop laughing cuz it was REALLY BAD! I mean, seriously, BAD! People who were probably at the front row, tryna do sex were turned off due to the boringness and dullness of the movie. Some people were looking at us as we began to giggle more. We went out last when the movie ended and went to the Arcade. Ze planned to play DDR and i really really need to play the game with those big spiders. I LAIKE. 8) during the big spiders game, me, Ze, Shar and Nisa, squished our ass in the seats and played. The game was AWESOME. I was CRAVING to play that game for WEEKS. Ze and Shar won`t stop shouting their ass off as soon as the game started til the end. To make it more exciting, i joined in. x) Then, after ten minutes of non-stop shouting, the security guard came and warned us to keep it down. Ya jealous tu, inda kana bawa main. after a few minutes on DDR and the big spiders, we went to the KBox. We sang to Britney Spears - Stronger and Michael Jackson - You rock my world. (Y)

it was 5pm then and Nisa had to go home. Her mom wanted some icecream from DQ. We waited for her mum outside Chill. We strolled around after that and i met Jeemshah at DQ. He was with Jee`s boyfriend, Zizul. Then, i gayishly hugged si Jeemshah. First time tu. And he stinks. :| ketara alum mandi anak ah. Shar went over to her cousin, Jaz from malaysia. Then, we got so bored, hungry and gay, we went to McD`s. I ordered the McDeluxe Medium and it was hard to eat since the chicken was huge and my mouth was small. =.=" Both Ze and Shar were stalking some chinese dudes, but i think they weren`t cute yo. We stuffed and again, bored. We went back to the mall, it was raining outside and played some more arcade. (Y) i spend nearly $12 on arcade that day. HAHAH. And! I saw ex slash cousin slash friend slash gay, Memet malek outside the arcade. I think he was looking for cheap men. *kirai. HAHA. Satisfaction achieved. :D

i went home kana antar oleh mama si Shar and we kept on talking about bapa si anu, nini si anu, orang goverment karit, hujan takut banjir and some stuff. Came home at 8.30pm and my mom was pissed but hey, i`m home and ALIVE.

Overall, the day was AWESOME and SUPERB. I love you, guys. (:

and also, on that night, i had a weird dream that consists of me and Jeemshah. :| seriously bui, inda ku ingat that dream. Must be cause of your perfume tu.

Well, i guess that`s all. Good night.

♥kym.

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

are you ready?

tagged by farah. thanks.

ABOUT MYSELF
1. What is your name?
` Nurul Aleefah Hakimah Hj Abd Razak.

2. How old are you?
` 17 years, 1month and 10days.

3. When is your birthday?
` 8 November 1991.

4. How tall are you?
` 5'4 feet / 164cm

5. What is your weight?
` don`t know. :|


SCHOOL LIFE
1. Which school did you go to?
` PGGMB SG AKAR

2. What class are you in?
` MA5E ♥. Next year T1A.

3. You usually sit at the back or infront?
` infront.

4. Who do you usually hang out with at school?
` i hang out with lots of people. (:

5. What is/are your favourite subjects?
` Economics, English and Physics.


RELATIONSHIP.
1. Are you single/taken/married?
` i`m single but my heart is already taken.

2. By who? If you`re taken/married?
` the lil dude. ♥♥

3. What is your longest relationship?
` 5months 28days.

4. Ever given/received a rose from someone you loved?
` no.

5. When was the last time you said i love you to someone?
` nina. On msn. Few hours ago. (:


DEEPER.
1. Have you ever kissed someone that belongs to other people?
` i don`t know if he was single or not. :P

2. Will you kiss the person you last kissed?
` no. :|

3. Ever thought of wanting to make love with you loved ones?
` i have someone in mind. ;P

4. Hugs or kisses?
` lapdancing? ;p

5. Have you ever cry just because you love him/her so much?
` yes.


PAST.
1. Do you regret of being with any of your ex boyfriend/girlfriend?
` so far, no. (:

2. What one thing you regret doing in the past?
` not being mature enough. =/

3. Have you cry recently? Why?
` yes. Because i miss antoine. :P

4. Have you ever regret rejecting peoples proposal?
` not that i can think of, no.

5. Whos the last person that you kissed and hugged?
` my fat kitten, apple. (:


FRIENDS.
1. Who are/is your close friends?
` Ze, Shar, Zimah, Amal, Ain, Tiqah, Nina, Jeemshah, Rai, Nisa and Rabs.

2. Will you do anything for them?
` depends.

3. How many times do you guys see each other?
` we see most of each other during school. i see jeemshah only at the end of the year. i hang with rai whenever i go back to belait. :)

4. Love and friendship, which do you choose?
` friendship, i guess. cuz they are our loved ones. <-- membual. If they list out gay, i have to choose gay then. :PP

5. Ever been used by your friends/use your friend?
` yes. One of my friend is my grave digger. (Y) HAHA. nadawah. jk.


FAMILY.
1. How many family members do you have?
` six.

2. Which one are you close with?
` depends on my mood whether to hate or like my siblings.

3. Do you tell everything to your parents?
` not everything.

4. Sleep alone or with siblings?
` i LOVE sleeping alone. but my sisters sharing the same bed with me. :S

5. What will you do if youre living alone?
` i`ll do anything i want. Sleeping without anyone interfering. 8)


FREEDOM.
1. Are you allowed to have gf/bf?
` inda. :|

2. How many times you went out a week?
` depends.

3. Do you parents look at your homework/schoolwork?
` no.

4. Do your parents read your inbox all the time?
` never cuz the phones with me 24/7. (:

5. Are you allowed to oversleep at your friends place?
` sometimes, i guess.


RANDOM.
1. What are you listening to right now?
` Over and Over - Three Days Grace. (Y)

2. Are you currently eating/drinking something?
` no. but i`m really hungry. :S

3. How late did you stay up last night?
` i slept at 3.30pm memalui-ing.

4. Will you do anything just to get things that you want?
` guess so.

5. What will you do if the person you love doesnt love you anymore?
` ko baie, buduh. _l_


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1. What`s the relationship with him/her?
` total strangers. :|

2. Your five impressions of him?
` cute. (:
` smart. (Y)
` purdy.
` unpredictable. :|
` cute in every way.

3. The most memorable things he had done for you?
` antah. :s

4. The most memorable thing he had said to you?
` hello~ <-- well, not exactly at me. arah si amal. ;P

5. If he become your lover, you will?
` be grateful and never call men gay ever again. :P

6. If he become your lover, he has to improve on?
` nothing. he`s perfect as he is. :)

7. If he became your enemy, you will?
` kill him, i guess. :S

8. If he become your enemy, the reason will be?
` i`m taller than him. :/

9. The most desired thing you want to do for him is?
` confess.

10. Your overall impression is
` perfect. :)

11. How do you think people around you feel about you?
` gay, i guess. 8D

12. The character you love of yourself are
` can`t think of any.

13. On the contrary, the character you hate about yourself?
` well as jeemshah said, i`m a coward and a desperate bitch. so let`s just go with that.

14. The ideal ideal person you want to be is?
` . . .

15. For the people who care and like you, say something to them.
` thanks for caring and wasting your precious time.

I`m, again, too lazy to tag people since this is the third time i`ve done this. don`t wanna burden others since i am already a burden to some.

night.

♥kym.

Thursday, December 11, 2008

time of dying.

ΔΑΜΙΤ♥

broken hearted.

:(

riot.

tagged by cha. again.

1. Each blogger must post these rules.
2. Each blogger must begini with ten facts about them.
3. Other blogger who are also tagged also state the rules and facts about themselves.
4. You must choose the people to give the aware and list their names at the end.
5. It is essential that a tag is left at their tagboards, letting them know about the aware theyre rewarded.


ten facts about me. (:

1. i wear braces. it`s anniversary is on the 14th of february.

2. i panic whenever i don`t wear eyeliner especially when there`s a special occasion or when i`m going out.

3. i jump and twirl alot.

4. i can`t pronounced the letter S and L whenever i`m talking.

5. i like small dudes. (: very much.

6. i can get really obsessed of something i really like. (ie person i like, brand i like)

7. i used to be a left-handed.

8. i like speaking kedayan at home. banaa~

9. i am loyal. <-- WAHAHA. it`s true. :|

10. i`m into songs made by three days grace.


i tag:
anyone who`s reading this. ;p


DONEE.

the awesomely banaaa end.

♥jakee.

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

never too late.

what if your ex said this to you:

1. Hi. How are you?
` i`m find. How are you? Still fucking cheap prostitute and getting breastfed by your mum?

2. Hey! You wanna go to the mall?
` seriously? You and me? That`ll be an eyesore. For me.

3. I love you.
` you damn fucker. _l_

4. Do you want some cookie?
` that`s one of the reason i broke up with you.

5. Can i take a picture with you?
` sorry. It`ll cost you.

6. Would you held me with my homework?
` what do you think i am? oprah?

7. Here`s a gift to you.
` how cheap is it?

8. Let us just be friends.
` fine. But you`ll be last on my friends list.

9. Do you want me to buy you an ipod?
` seriously. where the hell do you get the money? pole dancing at the gay pub?

10. Lets watch a movie.
` and waste my time sitting next to you, smelling your filthy perfume? i rather not.

11. Hi baby.
` fuck face. _l_

12. You`re still gorgeous.
` i know. Your lost.

13. I still love you.
` are you drunk? you`re suppose to say that to the prostitute you`re dating now.

14. Can i visit your house?
` sorry. it`s not a strip club.

15. Do you love me?
` you`re stupid.


Now tag five people.
` farah
` rifaie
` cha
` phise
` zimah


DONE.

the awesomely fucking end.

♥jakee.

Sunday, December 7, 2008

the animal i have become.

tagged by cha. again.

Type your FULL name with you elbow.

wtp jjnmjg gjjWAP jtm gj jadul sulag

what the pak did i typed out? Cha, mobile blogging is hard. Especially when elbows are used. ;)

♥jakee.

no one can hear you moan like a bitch.

tagged by the gay cousin, memed malek. thanks.

1. The person who tagged/passed you is?
` cousin. friend. kaleng. memed malek.

2. Your relationship with him?
` someone who used to be 'ampir'. cousin. senior. kaleng brunei terakhir.

3. Your five impressions of him?
` exuberant. gay. open. gay. gay.

4. The most memorable thing he said to you.
` yes, yes, dear, ambok. <-- i`m outta ideas.

5. The memorable thing he had done for you.
` gave me a necklace for my sixteenth birthday. came to my house for raya.

6. If he becomes your lover, you will?
` he used to be my lover. :| and if it were to happen again, imma kick his balls.

7. If he become your lover, he has to improve on?
` his height. his habit of pinching me. his ugly janggut. *shivers.

8. If he became your enemy, you will?
` chop him to bits. break his balls. snap his neck. strip him naked, take his pictures and post in on herpes.com. awesomee.

9. if he become your enemy, the reason will be?
` everything.

10. The most desired thing you to do for him is?
` slap him on the face as soon as school reopens.

11. Your overall impression of him is?
` gay. hands down.

12. How you think people around you feel about you?
` people like. people hate. people love. people loathe. i don`t give a damn. i am who i am.

13. The character you love of yourself.
` nothing. :(

14. On the contrary, the characteristic you hate about yourself?
` my shortness. the specs. my stupid feelings. physically and emotionally, but yeah.

15. The ideal person you want to be is?
` no one. -___-"

16. For people who care and like you, say something to them.
` don`t drink cat piss.

since i`ve done this same thing few months ago, i`m too lazy to tag anybody. (:

DONEE!

the awesomely cool end.

♥jakee.

Saturday, December 6, 2008

this is an ass whoopin.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO

MOHD AZEEM SHAH SAHRI AKA JEEMSHAH. :DD

you`re seventeen years old now. and i don`t think i`m gonna expect a wiser jeemshah from you. not saying you`re still kiddish, but you are who you are. <-- shit. membual.

sorry i haven`t been treating you like a friend these few days. i`m going to give my utmost apology as i ignored and won`t give much damn about your birthday. i`m sorry.

i know you must be wondering why i had a sudden change in moods and attitude these few days. and i assure, it`s nothing serious. well, honestly, it is something serious. but it`s not for you to get worried or start blaming yourself as if all of this was your fault. no. it`s my fault. i can`t handle my problems, and i just threw all my frustration, devastation and crestfallen feeling to everybody else, including you. my family problem, my life, my health problem, all of them are mixing up, forming a big burden for me. it`ll form a gap between our friendship. and if it truly is the problem between both of us, i`m sorry.

if only i can punish myself for making you worried. as a friend, i should`ve played my role, being open and not secretive and not making other friends worried sick about me. but since i am stubborn in some cases and situation, i broke my friends expectation of myself for being weak and cowardly. damn. this is hard. :|

and again, happy birthday, jeemshah. we`ve been friends for more than 7years, if i`m not mistaken. and i cannot believe we would even still be friends till now. you are truly a good friend and i wish for your happiness and best of luck in every obstacles that are waiting for you in the future.

happy birthday, my best gay friend. hope you get wasted. ;P

baie. aku headache lagi. =/

the awesomely sober end.

♥jakee.

ps. i`m feeling kinda better now. (: