The upcoming new years eve.

WAZAAAAP?
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its the end of 2007 *omg 2007s dying so fast.
I wish 2008 will be coming a lil slow.
Let me talk a bit of the changes that happened this year, 2007.
the name is KYM RAZAK. but i am fond of the english name which i think is kinda moronic and poseur-ish, JAKEE ANGELL.*thats also the name of my friendster and facebook.
i go to a school that i consider boring and a-pain-in-the-ass. Very-stressed-out and very-lame-so-much school. Or the oh-my-godness-the-school-nearly-blowed-my-brain-out school. Yes, Maktab Sains Paduka Seri Begawan Sultan. so in the upcoming years, i am willing to let go of my 'beloved' school and go to another worthy school.
as a student, in the primary school, i was a dork. A VERY BIG DORK. I used to wear thick framed glasses and a very large dress, purple to be exact for a PGGMB student. I was a very shy student and i got bullied alot especially my friend,
FAUZIYAH HANANI.
*searches for Zul.
yes, i got bullied alot by her. But shes a good friend of mine now. She used to say that my handwritings ugly, my art and craft was damn blinding peoples eyes (meaning its ugly), she'd trip me if she had a chance to and she'd tagur all my work saying its all work even though its all right.
That was when i was in primary 1 til 3.
It made me laugh remembering how kiddish we were back then.
Another flashback was about the toilet. I blogged about it few months ago so you can find it somewhere below there. *but to people who are loyal in reading my blog and also remembering every information, they wont waste a minute or two searching for it. ;p
i used to like blue alot. It kinda soothes me like the oceans calm waves. *wow. this made me remember about danny ocean. PFFT.
But now, ive gotten a little older i chose colors more to the darker side like black, most of the time.
I deteste pink for a very long time. But im giving up the hatred of pink (maybe just a LITTLE) and try to like it. *EGAD! WHAT AM I SAYING.
Since the years past by so quickly, changes are spotted. I mean huge changes. I guess the past haunts me.
Since fauziyah bullied me for like a year or two, i kinda got this inner side of me whos been holding back itself for a long time, waiting to come out.
When form1 came, i just cant control myself, i became the BULLY. *why? Why did you do it?
I got called to the discipline hell alot of time, parents were telephoned, teachers were informed of my behaviour and the students began to dislike me. Not dislike. More to HATE.
But that was the past. I dont feel like i want to talk about it.
Okaaaaay.
What else to talk about?
OHYA!
Relationships. *pfft.
Lets just say the saying 'LIFE IS FULL OF UPS AND DOWNS' is real. Being in a relationship is as hard as a toenail. *ahahahah. Right.
This year, 2007, was a record for me. Six break ups. It was depressing, sad but hey, i got over it. *BIG SMILE.
The longest (and the happiest) was with my ex slash cousin slash bestfriend. A happy 5months and 28days. *Sayang eyh! Dua hari lagi enam bulan tia!
That was the best moment of my life. But too bad it didnt last forever.
The shortest was with to morons, which lasted for days cause of our age difference; one was far to old for me *he drives, he smoke, he practically worships gary from spongebob squarepants and hes a freakin cheater! The other one was waaaaaaaaay too young for me.
i mean for real, budak hingusan banar. pastu panya mamanya bekas cikgu english ku time pri4. eyh, buduh juaaa.
now im still single and im happy with it. nothing to think of jua. no responsibility to think of. besides school. xs
ahahaha.
2007. hmmm.
I think im already a little mature. xp
well. i think ill just stop here. I aint got any idea to blog about anymore.
So, to be continued when this dooder has ideas of wanting to continue this blog.

Ive been tagged. Swaym.

aku kana tag wah oleh sii izzah slash ale rory parit. so terpaksatah ku membuat ni.

IVE BEEN TAGGED!
1. Each blogger must post these rules.
2. Each blogger starts with eight random facts about themselves.
3. Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their blog about eight things and post them. At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list out their names.
4. Dont forget to leave a them a comment telling them that they have been tagged and to read your blog.

8 FACTS&HABITS ABOUT THIS DO0DER.

1. i resent people who thinks BRACES ARE DORKY. using braces is just a process of beautifying your crooked or out of place teeth. I take this matter seriously cause im a victim of non-perfect teeth and has to use braces. and i deteste them whoever mocks people like me.

2. I tend to buy cds with a high price but listen to only one song. its a habit. If i listen to a following song, ill buy the cd, but to listen to that only particular song and non others.

3. i HATE PINK. but i prefer magenta eventhough it has a combination of PINK + PURPLE.

4. i have major crushes on these guys:
a) Pete Wentz
b) Jared Letto
c) Eric Szmanda
d) Adam Campbell
e) Jonathan Togo
f) Shannon Leto.

THEYRE YUMMY AND SPICY HAWT. ;D

5. i can be very very influenced by someone influencial. if this person repeatedly snaps his fingers, ill surely do so. my brain sees the same thing and does it. now my catch phrase is 'SWAYM.' i got that from the epic movie. i repeatedly watched it and now im using the phrase. it just needs a bit of humour + interest + curiousity.

6. i like OLD GUYS. I mean, really old guys.
*please refer to the named guys in number 4.

7. i find guys using eyeliner sexy but tight pants are so overrated. EURGGHH. i mean the emo tight pants. it looks sexy for pete wentz and jared leto but for others, meaning posers, it just doesnt seem to fit them. Using eyeliner, for guys, is daring. It shows that those type of guys arent afraid to wear makeup. But tight pants are just a symbol of showing their skinny legs. Believe me. It aint pretty. And its still EURGHHH.

8. i LOVE to dance to all britneys songs and dancing in a sandwich is the best move. xP the best sandwich dance was at my 16th birthday party. it was the best sandwich dance ever especially with my babes IZZAH SLASH ALE RORY PARIT, IZZAH SLISHSLASH WILEY, ZWENDY ZU, LOLITA and AVREEL. thanks for making my birthday a sweet sixteenth bash. ;D.

users who are tagged.
1. izzah slash ale rory parit
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2. izzah slishslash wiley. z)
3. faww faww.
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4. kaka shidah.
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5. jimy.
=D
6. [enter name here]
7. [enter name here]
8. [enter name here]

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Xomg.

xomg xeople. Xm xorry xut i xant xontinue xhe xhird xtory xf xhe xrama xight. I xuess xt xas xoo xeartbreaking xor xe xo xlog xt xut. Xo xll xlog xt xhen i xave xhe xight xords.

*believe it touched my heart, i cried while that unnamed person who was undergoing the situation had to calm. My heart melted and my tears gave away. Hey, its hard for wentzey to shed some tears but this wentzey had too. x(

xtw, xlogging xith xll xhe x's xnfront xs xeally xool. Xut i xhink i xust xroke a xell xn xy xor xooking xt xhe xamn xcreen.

Xil xext xime. X)

Slept at owh-three-por-tey-toe III

heres story number 2.

*well, not really the story we were having last night. I just had a flashback about it when i was chatting with them. Typed it out, a very, very long essay-like story but then got disconnected. Damn %&+?¥$^£.

four ways of fracturing your shoulder.

*kids under six and a half years old, please do not try this at home. I repeat DO NOT TRY THIS AT HOME. These ways gives out good result and the terms and condition are not available meaning no may vary here.

:) Story 1 :

it was a nice but hot day. After a nice jog outside the house, i was planning for a sip of a cold coke. Then standing guard infront of the refrigerator was my obnoxious brother. I knew what he was guarding. So we fought. We fought over everything. Including this can of coke. I fought using my instinct. *a punch in the stomach, a kick in the groine. But i nearly lost. What do you expect from a karate black belt expert like my brother. But alas, i won. As a present of victory, he punched me at the most vulnerable part; my shoulder. So it got swollen a few hours after. Got to the hospital. Casted. And adviced. The doctor even laughed at me. (what the hell? Is she suppose to do so? Im sooo gonna eat her intestine for this.) PFFT.

;P story 2:

this is just a simple story. It was hot day in brunei. Probally one of the hottest. The smell of rotten mud. The stench of hot air. The stil humidity. The dry wind. GAHHH. It was like we were playing in hell with the devil. And i mean it.
My mates were slipping down one at time. Funny, some were even skidding. 0_0. Tche Zaza even got a push-down-by-the-gravity-to-the-ground effect. Boy. Was her arse dirtayy! x) but apa yang urang tua selalu ckp? 'jangan penyeluru atau ketawakan kesalahan cikgu mu, tau inda ketulahan kau tu bui.'
and yeah. I laughed at her. Who wouldnt? It was funny. But then, the joke was at me. I fell too a few minutes after that. I nearly fell face down to the wet mud but i broke my fall by landing on my shoulder. It hurts but due to the embarassment that i just did, i played cool. Went back home. Swollen. Hospital. Cast. Got adviced. Mocked. (this time the doctor theoritically thought that my shoulder was already fractured without me knowing, for like months ago. surely this time i can rip her head of her shoulders.


x( story 3:

ITWASFRIDAYTHETHIRTEENTH.
We were having our inter-league netball tournament. It was also my so called ex slash best friend slash cousins birthday. *skipping to the important part.
It was the second half. We were against the seniors. And i was center at that time. I guess the seniors were desperate to get the ball they formed a three way attack, blocking my important paths. They ran straight at me, full speed. They were fatin, fattahah and yumni. *REALLY DESPERATE ATTEMPT. I made up my mind in getting hit, no matter what the cost is. So i turned to the smallest and also friendliest, yumni. But i underestimated her. She was strong and her headbutt nearly knocked me off. *i mean it, she knocked off both of my shoes and also my spectacles. Its like a cycle when this happen. Go home. Swollen. Hospital. Cast. Adviced. Laughed. Mocked. (this time i just laughed with her. Heh heh.)

^_^\m/ story 4:

this happened nearly 4days ago. This holidays is such a waste so i filled it up with my non-sense. Usually id do my netball routine at school in my usual school days, since i was willing to do anyting to throw away boredom, so i did it at home. I went twirling all around the house. Jumping the beds. Swirling the chairs. And lastly, before im bushed, id pivot down my twirl stairs of enjoyment. Id do pivot on each flight of stairs and this time i didnt see it coming. (of course i didnt. I lost my specs on that day. I was practically half blind. xS) when i was maybe 8 flights of stairs to the floor, since i was half blind, i tripped over my cat. The stairs were made out of black marble and the cat was camouflaging. I tripped, rolled down the stairs. My body flailing. The cat screeching. My legs twisted. The sofa which was meters away from my fall. To break my fall, i used my lucky shoulder to land on. The pain. The sanity. x'( I laid down there, still in pain, strangling the cat. (DAMN YOU CAT. I SHOULD HAD MURDERED YOU MONTHS AGO. FUCK YOU DAMN MUFFIN.)
as the cycle go. Swollen. Hospital. Cast. But this time i cracked a little bone, so its cemented. I got pissed off badly.
But hey, im still alive. *pfft. It couldve been better if it wasnt for that damn cat.

My so called ex slash best friend slash cousin said the coolest fracture was story 1. Haha. *that was the lamest of all.

Kids. To be a hard headed and clumsy like me, try to not do this.

HAHAHAHAHAHA. Apakan.

*thumbs up. :)

Slept at owh-three-por-tey-toe II

heres story number one.
It was a chat with izzah slash rory and izzah slash wiley.

well,it was with wiley for the early hours before we invited rory.

we were talking about this guy. My old classmate to be exact. And he tagured me. And then, we kinda talked about our old school, fights and all til he said 'eyh, lanja liat movie.'
*this is the place where i nearly vomitted out my tuna pizza and diet coke.
Then i blocked him. HAHAHAHA. 0.0
i dont feel like chatting with him anymore. PFFT.

Just a minute. Feedback.
*turns the remote control.

We were classmates in primary3. We fight over everything. When i said everything, i really mean EVERYTHING.

sorry for this interruption.
30seconds to mars's from yesterday. x) Oh the hotness. Wow. Jared letto.

back to the story.

we fought over everything. The pencils. The books. The person we sit besides. Even the toilet. =.= YES. THE TOILET. Our toilet used to be a unisex toilet. All the guys and girls share the toilet. *twitches face. well, we were kids. We'd fight for it to keep our bladder from busting. *wiley and rory laughed at this part the most.
so, when we were older like say primary 4 or 5, we got separate toilets. *YEAY. Oh yeah, him and i got separated too, when we were in primary 6. (pity. Boo hoo. XD) We stopped fighting for a while. And i kinda got curious what happened to him. Ask a friend and my brain nearly squished itself. So he has a crush on me. Big deal. Hahahah. x( but boring ku meliat muanya. Asi-asi wah. Sana sini muanya. Muntah ku.
Then for a month of his face, he disappeared from my sight just like that. No not dont look at your screen. Like this. *snaps finger. Poof. Kapish. Nada.
ALHAMDULILLAH XD.

I havent met him since then. A few years after that, my friend gave me his email. And boy, we were still that ideal cat in a sack phrase.

I even dreamt of him. Freaky dream, though.
there i was in a car, looking all elegant and handsome but problem is i got mustache and a tail. I mean the infront tail. Get me? *laugh laugh. I drove around, searching for a good prostitute. Then stopped at a corner, waiting for a woman. *gosh. This is kinda kinky. X)
i rolled down the window and said (rapped to be exact) 'hey babe, i wanna see if youre so tight, im just feeling to be with ya tonight, come home with me ayt?' *talk about gay-rhyming.0_0. Then he (or is it a she since he was wearing a sexy dress with heels and high pitch voice?) said 'oh boy, youre so fine. I dont think i wanna miss a dime. I wont care you can cut the line. C'mon boy, please dont waste the time.' then we hooked up at the backseat. =.="

this is getting extremely akward. I mean, what is with that dream? Me, changing jantina and hooking at the backseat with a who knows maybe its a shemale! x0
i know its part of puberty for teenagers to have wet dream but this? This is GAHH!

Well at least its better than rorys dream. Liking a guy but dont know his identity. Then caught with a mobile and given a psychoanalysis test to see if pier positively mental. *thats the dream that I wanna have. x)

way to go izzah!

Slept at owh-three-por-tey-toe.

it was a crazy night last night. there was alot of drama.
i would love to write all the queen-like drama in one post. But due to my usage of mobile, the word limit is only 1500 words.

PIECE OF CRAP. x(

to people who wants to enjoy the story, ill write it io three posts.

That way it wont be all crushed and mushy. (this reminds me of the lamb chop i ate yesterday. x[)

WAKAKAKAKA.

sunday morning. sunday morning.

wazaaaaaaaaap?
*taken from scary movie1. x)
HELLO WORLD.
shower was cold. man, whats on with the heater? i need a good shower my skins looking badly not intact these days.
blame the god damn holiday. so wasting youth.
my sisters sick. Damn. Wait. Checking her temperature. Hmm. Butt temperature is high. Nipples still intact. Eye balls still round and saggy.
hahahahahahaha.
Here i am watching grims adventure with mandy and billy.
ilovethegrimreaper. :)
OWHOWH.
30seconds to mars's from yesterday. the most coolest song that has two cute brothers and a nice sexy voice singing the song. and not to mention the awesome hair and BEAUTIFUL abs x9 of jared letto. *drooling on the floor.
Im just curious whats with the chai-nese peeps and the fireworks. :S And also whats with the old granny with the black ball in the mouth.

Omg. My little sister just said the fuck you word. And my other sister keeps clinging to my leg. Blame my brother for being so irresponsible. Siblings. X(

i have cravings for these following chocolate today:
1) ferrero rocher
2)cadbury marble
3)cadbury caramello
4)cadbury hazelnut
5)merci

i am like an orang mengidam; pregnant people mengidam but they crave for all sort of thing (soap, slippers etc)
HAHAHAH but also 0_0'
im sooo hungry.

I can just picture myself, like a bum, begging for chocs on the street.
*My eyes. Im blind. :/

HARHAR.

watch me.

watch me.
yea.
watch me.
*insert james brown song.


Its just another significant way for me to throw away my boredom and improve my english.

I feel like dancing. But due to my computer break down and radio *censored* up, music is not really a daily cycle anymore. Damn.



imissschoolsodamnmuchicryinglikealikearappist.

haha.
i feel like a rappist. maybe it because i took my brothers crackers just now, making me feel like a person who takes thing. Well. Rappists takes a persons virginity. And i did not just made a person lose their hymen. x)
virginity?
HAHA.
and here i am. Outside the toilet, waiting for my sister to get out from my toilet.
damn. you sister! you are wasting my time here. Why do i have to put up with this?


yeah! Im dancing!
*insert Reshmonus they way it makes you move. That thang got the beat, baby.
;D

izzah. :D

I miss you. :P

\^0^/

Morning beautiful.
Woke up with bad hair, saggy eyes and swollen shoulders. Im tired. Feel like i want to sleep again. *im so cranky in the morning. Mind my boring-ness.

Shower. :D

Over You - Daughtry.

Now its all said and done.
I cant believe you were the one.
To build me up and tear of down.
Like an abandoned house.
What you said when you left.
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess i let you get the best in me.

Well, i never say it coming.
I shouldve started coming.
A long, long time ago.
And i never thought id doubt you.
Im better off without you.
More than, more than you know.
Im slowly getting closure.
I guess its really over.
Im finally getting better.
And now im picking up the pieces.
Im spending all of these years.
Puttin my heart back together.
Cause the day i thought never get through.
I got over you.

You took a hammer to there walls.
Dragged memories down the hall.
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing i could say.
And when i slammed the front door shut.
Alot other opened up.
So did my eyes so i apologise.
That i never were the best for me.

Well, i never saw it coming.
I shouldve started running.
A long, long time ago.
And i never thought to doubt you.
Im better off without you.
More than you, more than you know.
Im slowly getting closure.
I guess its really over.
In finally getting better.
And now im picking up the pieces.
Im spending all of there years putting my heart back together.
Well, in putting my heart together.
Cause i got over you.
Well, i got over you.
I got over you.
Cause the day i thought id never get through.
I got over you.

bored of boredom.

This holidays reeks! I mean, its so boring that i might die, killed by the boring surrounding (eventhough itll never happen since its reality, not cartoon-like timmy turner of fairly odd parents. :S)
i wish i AM in a cartoon channel like the named cartoon above. I mean, at least life would be less boring. You could just wish to go to your favourite country or wish that a your day was actually an anti-boring day! Or the coolest, you can zap yourself (meaning morphing yourself) to a particular person. Id prefer a high position person like the sultan, or the president of america or your physics teacher! (yikes, i miss school so much that i forgot its the holidays and my physics teacher, which is cute, is not in any distance near me. Damn.) If i was the sultan, id extend the holidays but also add a few days to spice up the mood. For instance, hmmm, a national burger day :) or a national shopping day for women to enjoy their shopping or for men, national football day. Im outta ideas. 0_0' but itll be a cool holiday if your desired or favorite hobby(?) or food or person is put as a national day. (id prefer pete wentz day
, wow. Ill imagine bruneian people tryna be like him all emo and black. HAHA. *just imagine the sultan all emo and black with a side-swept and tight jeans.
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again, dreaming of things that will never ever happen in the near future or in any part of the world. PFFT.

its just the rhythm.

oh hey.
who am i kidding.
its so not the thing. its maybe the nachos ive eaten.
*gurgle.
OMG.
Hey, i like my url so much, i maybe going to make it as my email. XD
IKISSEDTHESAINTSTHIRTEENTHVIRGIN

i love it! Esp the virgin part!
i chose it cuz..
hmm...saints are sacred and respected. and to me, since their mostly trying to reach their gods, they must have a limit, which is they must not touch girls esp virgins.
and i got the opportunity to kiss a particular saint's virgin, im imagining the saints my econs teacher, james lim. And the thirteenth virgin, that wont leave a mark.
*mark me. this may be gay mode.