Sunday, May 18, 2008

congrats to the guy i love the most.

CONGRATULATION.
congrats to Pete Wentz or Peter Lewis Kingston Wentz III on his marriage with soul mate, Ashlee Simpson (i wanna vomit saying her name.)

Pete Wentz, 28, was born on 5 May 1979. he is the bassist of the outmost coolest bands ever heard (by me :p) Fall Out Boy he is the the founder of Clandestine Industries, which consists of clothes-lines from different varieties which was established few years back. clandestine industries emerged with DKNY last year and this took the fans heart, hands down. (i waaaaaaaant. *drools.) ashlee was also one of his models in clandestine industries. Pete Wentz, himself, is the designer, model and promoter of this industry.
he used to take political science during his university years. he supports Obama and he also made a t-shirt especially for obama supporter. (awwwwwwwwhhhhh. :D)

as i was saying earlier, congratulation Pete. i hope you and that....woman spend your lives in holy peace with good properity and love. stay true with each other and

this post is interrupted by yours trulys tantrum.

gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!
he`s married!!
nooooooooooooooooooo.
he`s minee, beeeeech!
stfu, you nose-job unnatural beech!
mineminemineminemineminemine.
dammit you damn beech.
fogkgonictinjikreohorltryniumic.

the post continues.


i love you, Pete.
=)
my idol.

THE AWESOMELY FUCKING END.

; jakee.

bite your lips and say i do.

i`m impressed by the gods creation of todays future.
but the truth within all of these are still a mystery.
i, myself, a human, unperfect to all, but perfect for oneself.
i have feelings, emotions that i can`t control. but how i wish i was emotionless.
i wish.

any ways, i love you, sii damiit.

sii damiit is cuter than cooteo. but cooteo is hotter than sii damiit.

haha.
my wrist hurts.

THE AWESOMELY FUCKING END.

; jakee.

the curse of the he-bitch.

haha. malas ku kan update baa.

but ku update saja tia.

this weeks update =

saturday : nothing much. just crappy old same same. BUTBUTBUT i sprained my wrist laah. :( bitchy, huh?
it`s due to my loyalty of wanting to come to enlish class earlier. and also it was a saturday. i get pissed off easily on saturdays. i was more pissed off when i knew i had my period. and gawddd! it was so stressed up that day.
good thing, my wrist didn`t swell that much.
when i bought my hand to nor chua, i was kinda laughing cuz before that we were watching this comedy done by rowan atkinson. and i have to say it was darn impressive. especially the part where he became the bride cuz he kinda did something kinky for like 3seconds.
HAHA.

oh yeahhh. i say both sii damiit and cooteo. gila. drooling ku baa oleh dorang. *winkwink. but i`m confused on who to like for real real. =S shit. talking crap again.

hmmm. guess that`s all for school updates.

THE AWESOMELY FUCKING END.

; jakee.

Friday, May 16, 2008

this love is unreachable.

my hand itches to blog.
and i don`t know why.
but i have i headache now.
i think it`s due to add maths tuition.
OUCHHHHH. :(
BAIEEEESAKITBAAKEPALAKUUU.

later. i wanna rest my head first, then continue blogging later.

THE AWESOMELY FUCKING END.

; jakee.

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

its the least you can rape.

help me bind with the strength within thee, cuz thy will suffer more than you please.

BORED.

english : sir albert polita (al-beer-toe) been suffocating us with shakespears these lately. good man, old chap. our class watched four or five different romeo and juliet movies made from different directors. from ugly cartoon caricature to hot italian with flawless skin, who should be as old as our dads since their movie was made 60years ago. =S
it was fun. HAHA. the cartoon had a sex scene. 0.0" which is so whatthefuck? i know japanese anime and hentai but romeo and juliet, gagsssss.
AHAHAHA.

today : nothing much. just the usual boring tuesday. no biology due to the absence of teacher nor chua. chemistry homework was not handed in due to brain malfunction a night after. (really, i left my file.) and during a.maths, looks who`s going to hang with teacher haiseh during every cca period. WEEEEEEEEEEEE. XD

tonight : my mum will be unavailable til thursday cuz she has this police work and has to stay with her fellow colleagues for practice or training. so FREEDOM BEBEHHHHH.
finished my chemistry homework. tried to do the english homework. it was okay. just need some more adjustments.
i`m sleeping in my parents room tonight. cuz my sister pajaal. but then, i`ll be moving out during the dawn kali. HARHAR.

oh yeah. today, cooteo`s absent. :( no beautiful caricature to look at today. saw damit like alot of times. pfft. i think i`m getting bored of him.
OHWTF.

nights. :)

THE AWESOMELY FUCKING END.

; jakee.

Monday, May 12, 2008

rieeeeee.

GOOD LUCK.
no stress, yeah, babee.

:D

brain damage down the road.

i guess these thoughts are not well-intacted these few days.
it`s full of unwilling dreams that somehows comes without me wanting to process.
i think that my thoughts are stressing me. it`s compressing my brain into a small vegetable, leaving it to rot.

shittoes.

so as i busily talking crap just now,
today : assembly. harhar. the usual effin boring thing happen every week. sakit kepala ku.
i abhor this.

i wanna watch 'psych'. it`s a nice comedy series starring james samtengg. i like watching it. awakes my mood. but then, too busy. no time. so boring.

I MISS THAT SHOW. :(

THE AWESOMELY FUCKING END.

; jakee.

Sunday, May 11, 2008

that i finally found you.

fuhh. so bored.
sundays are one of the lamest days ever.
but who cares. i gots tuition later. XD
i love physics, bebehhh.

so lemme give you a short update on what happened this week.

thursday : it was the i-wanna-give-all-the-perasan-winners-award or the medal giving awards ceremony for sports day.
me and ze sat at the green chairs, top part. and since the audi was cramped up, some seniors were told to sit next to us, on the stairs.
haha. panya kawan kamiiii.
i was kinda HAHA-ing alot with ze. but nadaaa si damiiiiiit. or si cooteo. :( guess they escaped. shittoes.
anyways, the ceremony moved on, giving medals, lots of applauses, lots of whistling here and there. blablabla.
then i heard si kawans said, 'eh! si anuu tuuuu! ya dapat medal ahhh! gilaa! juburnya flat tu macam cikgu yang membagi medal atuuu!'
--',
apakan.
then, bising all through the ceremony. who gives a damn about them. harhar.
then, it ended with teacher hamids 'HIP HIP HOORAYING!'

saturday : pahlawan gots a jamuan, bebehhh. HAHA. free food. and si cooteo ada during break baaa.
WAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
was at the canteen buying a drink. 'minta teh pink.' waaah. haha. gila. i didnt see who it was but that phrase took my attention. then, dumdumdum. there he was.
AGAGAGAGA.
during the jamuan, popia was inserted in his mouth while getting a drink.
*sigh.
don`t think i wanna talk more about this. harhar. expose tiaaa.

still sundays are boring.

THE AWESOMELY FUCKING END.

; jakee.

of all the shits...

i could see the stars beyond the ebony sky.
it`s between the broken trusts.
as daylight breaks in, it fades itself to prosperity, in search of place to hide.
i saw santa with his gremlin on a sledge board in mid-summer. i guess the gremlin got bored of old santa, he assaulted poor santa.
interesting, huh?

i was blown away, what could i say?

deeeeeeesiiiiiiiiiii.

hagagagaga.

Thursday, May 8, 2008

i made out with a clown who has no facial hair.

1. what disappoints you the most?

; i was born as a bruneian.

2. where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?

; GREECE or BELGIUM.

3. what`s your favourite thing to do?

; burning peoples asses infront of the mall.

4. do you think money can buy happiness?

; if happiness were to be sold on shelves in shops, then yes.

5. if you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?

; to dance, again, with cooteo. (;

6. do you believe you can survive without money?

; dhudee, i`m broke now and i`m still freakin alive. na`a mean?
xp

7. what are you afraid to lose the most?

; my virginity. XD

8. if you win $1 million, what would you do?

; hire highly professional assasins to murder our discipline committee. ; to buy enough gasoline to burn down the great wall of china ; to be sultans bestfriend ; to conquer GREECE.

9. if you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him?

; I LOVE YOU, DAMIIT. :D

10. list 3 good points of the person who tagged you.

; rie. my gay do0der. loving. my beloved friend. =D

11. who are you thinking of now?

; COOTEO, mostly. then, si damit. followed by pete wentz.

12. what type of person do you hate the most?

; someone which has the features of a lesbian, annoying like auzee and a prostitute who`d sell herself just to get popularity.
*middle finger.

13. what`s your ambition?

; sadly, i don`t have an ambition, yet.

14. if you can teleport, where would you go?

; in pete wentz bathroom when he`s taking a shower.
X9

15. what do you think is the important thing in your life?

; trust. without it, we`re not human.
--,"

16. if you could undo doing one mistake in the past, what would it be?

; taken my dads offer to study in australia.
*grumbles.

17. if you had a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?

; my shyness.
=p

18. what music have you been listening to recently?

; p.diddy feat keisha cole - last night. ; paramore - crushcrushcrush. ; mary j blige - just fine. ; both albums of fall out boy. ;p

19. What is your least favourite animal?

; humans? 0_0

20. what is your ultimate addiction?

; listening to the song that i sang during my first breakup. ; malboro menthol. ; adidas. ; dc. ",

instructions : remove one question from above and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20questions, then tag 8 peeps in your list, list them and notify them.

them :
rie.
wiley.
ze.
bajel.
buzz.
farah.
kinah.
jimmy.


gayishly done!
:)

THE AWESOMELY FUCKING END.

; jakee.

i blame the kittens for prostitution.

hello, blogger buddies.
it`s been exactly a week since i last blogged.
i was not busy. just that, i didn`t have the inspiration to blog. and i`m so bored now.

update. update. update.

sports day : that day, history was being made. i danced infront of the students of MSBSPS, clumsily. and oh yeah, laksamana won. woohoo~

it was hot. so freakin hot. especially when you`re next to an uberly hot guy.
*gasping for air.

cooteo. <3

yup, izzah wiley. i have to agree he has that conspicuous attraction that makes me drool and think that guys aren`t evenly gay. (wtf?) i LOVE our version of MSPSBS remix school song. we shook our booty off, babyy. :D

my friends harassed some of seniors on that day, too. HAHA. cute but not really 'my thing' especially when they disturbed our head captain of pahlawan. he was blushing his head off when my friends, [insert two lunatics name here] said that he was cute. hahaha. harassment. the world won`t go round without it.

i spied on the most adorable thing ever, sii damiit. he followed the panglima field performance (it was kinda a shock, cuz usually he won`t come to events like these) but i didn`t get to see their performance cuz pahlawan had a meeting at the back. so pity me. i gots more better things to think about at that time, but yeahh.

damit. <3

like what i said,
this is for the winners! respect those fucking gold! cha`diggits, na`a mean! this is for those medals you won! \n1n/

i guess this is what comes out whenever i squeeze out memories from my brain. lots of bullcraps.

THE AWESOMELY FUCKING END.

; jakee.

Friday, May 2, 2008

guys, hide your girls. he`s coming.

tomorrow : i swear tomorrow will be the most effin day ever. i`m sooo not ready for it. our dance move are wrecked. the clothes are too plain and sooo last years. and i don`t think we even have the guts to face the other effin performance.

PAHLAWAN - JUST FINE (MARY J BLIGE)

PANGLIMA - THOSE DAYS (SHAGGY)

LAKSAMANA - WHINE UP (KAT DE LUNA

HULUBALANG - MAS QUE NADA (BLACK EYED PEAS)

noticed that pahlawan, my house, is the only one with the effin gay song. shit. i swear i`ll be having my high level of anxiety and stress mode tomorrow. gawd.

THIS IS FOR THE WINNERS. RESPECT THOSE FUCKING GOLD, SUCKAAS. \n1n/ HERE`S FOR EACH OF THE MEDAL YOU GET.

HAHA. sasak.

wish us good luck.
*winks.

THE AWESOMELY FUCKING END.

; jakee.

i rest my fuckin case.

today : so nervous. can`t stop that feeling from evolving in myself. it`s eating up inside. and i can`t stop it. can`t. eurgghh.
additional maths was fun. gots a major headache due to integration and also lack of sleep. harhar. but it was okay. i can handle it. of course, i am jakee razak.
*kinks eyebrow.

tonight : chatted with jyn, and shockingly, he`s a good mate. i have to admit he`s a good friend to chat with. unlike memet, who in the other hand is awful. found out alot secrets about memet from jyn. and still i can`t believe it. the guy i trust the most is actually an ass.
memet is my second cousin, who is also jyns third cousin, which is also his third cousin, and also memets second cousin. we`re a whole big fucked up family, aight?
i gotta say jyn, CONGRATULATION, DHUUDEE. i`ll be waiting for the invitation. *winks.

THE AWESOMELY FUCKING END.

; jakee.

lesbians are the cheapest shit.

i am angry.
cuz i am angry.
jealous of our opponents.
shit.

my innocence is like a puddle.

i love you, damit.