*smile.
Its been a while since i blogged.
been busy.
I aint got any idea to blog in here which is really unamusing for me.
You might as well see the title. Im going to blog about this certain person.
(ill mention the name later saja.)
this guy is VERY SWEET.
The sweetest of the sweets.
*gilaaaa. diabetic ku tarus. ;p
i have to admit, eventhough i never met him, but i knew that he`d be perfect for anyone.
I chatted with him EVERY NIGHT.
Til DAWN. That i dont care cuz talking to him makes me feel all THAT. *spits.
i dont really wanna make a very long blog about this so ill just skip to the part where it all changed.
YES.
After knowing him for an exact period of embarassing time to mention, i knew the REAL him.
He was no other that a freakin crazy bitch.
He TALKS SWEET but besides sweet, he was also A FREAKIN PSYCHO.
dont wanna mention how psychotic he is.
It makes my brain hurt thinking of him.
That son of a bitch.
But i kinda developed a feeling for him when i chatted with him.
DAMNIT YOU HORMONES!
*middle finger.
I did something stupid to let out .my stress. I mean there was nothing to think of cuz i didnt really think that it was going to work out between him and me.
But something made me so depressed that i had to let it out.
So, i was kinda diagnosed with insomnia since last year. I was given pills. One pill makes me sleep approximately 8hours. Since i was so depressed, i said to myself 'hey since i hadn`t slept properly for the last two weeks, i say lets take this sunday as my looooooong sleep.' i took my pills. Instead of taking my usual dose, i took more than five pills.
*owh, shucks.
well i thought i was going to die. i wanted to die. i thought it was the best solution. but then i just slept. xp
whenever i`m frustrated, i can just take a cutter and cut my wrist, saying that death was beautiful and perfect at that time.
that night, i slept. i woke up after a days sleep. i felt really down and really depressed.
tried to cool it down by taking a shower, but it worsens.
besides insomnia, i`m also diagnosed with gastritis since i was a kid. since i hadn`t eaten the whole day, my acid in the stomach increased and it was eating up my stomach walls.
Got to hospital and was save.
WOOOOO!
IVE BEEN SAVED.
PARTY AT MY HOUSE.
CELEBRATE BABYYY.
*spits
god.
I felt the pain of the 'im about to die and hell`s door is opened infront of my eyes' torture of death.
and i`ve thinking of death ever since.
thinking how death was. how hell was. how heaven was. how the torture of the sins are taken part. how the pleasured are being pampered.
im young but im sinned.
i think im better off here.
I need to study for chemistry.
next time.
;p
owh yeahhh. that guys name.
I call him with a very nice nick that i think suits him very well.
I call him
THE FUCKING KISS ASS GAY FUCKER.
*oh yeah. thats the stuff.
translation; every person that i hate, i would give them a nick name. and usually it MUST start with a FUCKING.
that guy is a KISS ASS cuz that`s what i usually call sweet talkers. he sweet talks to everybody just to get attention.
*its so obvious that he`s indeed CHEAP.
gay because of his kiss ass voice which sounds like a gay, unvirgin black, bald guy who technically lost his virginity towards a psychotic gay master. he`s retard voice makes me wanna vomit my intestine out everytime he calls me. *good thing it was only twice. Phewww.
and its continued word, fucker. since he said that he plays football and in the DICTIONARY OF RORY AND AKII, playing football is having sex in the field with a round object with passion and anger. i think he was having something more than a round thing. but surely it wont be something from the female species. that i guarantee. gay, indeed.
*winks.
Last and not least, his real name.
His real name is
HAJI MUHD. NAZRYY HJ MUHD SALLEH.
;D
if you, my friend, are a friend of that cheap, gay voiced, kiss ass gay fucker, please do tell him that i dont wanna speak or chat or even wanna give him a comment in friendster anymore. i dont wanna get his cheap gay rabies.
thank you. :)
that felt good.
*smiles.
THE AWESOMELY FUCKING END.
; akii.
