Friday, July 10, 2009

Bestie ku.

Azeem Shah Shahri. ♥

My Best Friend. :)

We met nearly ten years back. Approximately that period lah. It was my first day of ugama at Ugama Anak-Anak Polis Diraja Brunei. I used to be in Beribi Ugama but then, mom moved me since it was near her office. I was still confused with the new class and dumbfounded man. -_-" when i entered the class, it was empty. :o HOHO. lunch time, students were doing there Zohor prayer. Still being new and stupid, i took an empty table and just sat on the left side of the class. Then, someone came in. A guy. I thought he was a chinese, matanya sepet. He looked clueless too but chill saja usulnya. He had that 'aku lelaki, tahan macho yawz' look. He, too, took a table and sat in the middle of the class. The class was divide in two, the left and side. The middle was empty. So he kinda stoodout by sitting there.

After a few minutes, students started coming into class and i just kept quiet. The teacher alas came in and first thing she said was 'Azeem, behapa kau duduk sana atu? Kau atu lelaki. Patutnya kau duduk di sbalah kanan. Yang kau duduk tangah2 behapa? Kan ampir bini2? Damit2nya sudah gatal.' <--- it was something like that lahh. HAHA. So dengan muka selambanya, he moved to the guys side.
So i knew him as 'AJEEM' from that day onwards. Time to time, i noticed ya selalu kana bomb leh our teacher but pandai. o_o" usually in between classes, he'd be punished for not handing in hws or leaving his book home. Macam sengaja ya kan buat teachers angry.

Few months after, our seats were rearranged in a girl-boy arrangement. My guy partner was Haziq Husaini. Haziq and Ajeem were close. Close like gay friends close. T_T serious shit. <--- in my opinion, dorang bejumpa atu sekadar kan cakap sal sex, ps1, bini-bini jubur basar. X)

at some times, ajeem, haziq and i would go in a group convo talking about crap. Cool lah. Like i have two dude friends yang funny and semi-gay at the same time. Those were fun times.

Then, time primary 4 ugama, Haziq got separated from us since he got 4Ba, while me and Ajeem got 4Alif. But that time, ada this awkwardness yang selalu linger whenever i talk to you. Si Haziq nada. Yatah malu me. Ehexxx. But antah cana buleh, we started to exchange stories and interests. Our main topic, most of the time, were about music. LINKIN PARK 4 LYFZ KALIAHZ <3. Besides me and Ajeem, there was also Arif Saifuddin and Aqilah. We would invite them in the convo too, sometimes. All four of us became close friends. (: During classes, we would finish our time making up lyrics and exchanging it with one another, commenting how crappy it was. Ahhhh. Good times. Good times. Also, the nick 'Jeemshah' came when Arif and Ajeem kept on repeating 'Diam sha'. aku pun main2kan lah that verse balik2 sampai ku bagi him that nick. -__- <--- ahaha. Aku tau inda cali lame wah. Lame.

Then, not long after, PSR results was out and Arif and I got accepted in Maktab Sains _|_ while Ajeem went to SMJA. Si qilah nada dangar2 lagi. So since ive moved in to MS, i rarely contacted Ajeem. Was too busy with our daily school life and all. Arif managed to keep a strong friendship with him. I didnt really care much since i was making new friends of my own.

Time form2, Arif gave me Ajeems hp number and i contacted him. Like always the crap talk and greetings were a big old-pren-ku-ni opening. By form3, it was Friendster maniac man. Shait. I made one for myself, just in case. Supaya inda di label 'loser _|_". HAHA. Then, Ajeem and i became close through there. :D

Now and so, i would meet his parents. Sometimes him, but i dont greet him, as i am afraid that he had forgotten me like my other ugama friends. <--- sungguh menyedihkan, yes. --_"

so during form5, i went to his house for raya. Like first time ku tu wah. So when i came in, i saw this figure using a white cara melayu yang i havent saw for months. I went over him and clutch his shoulders and said 'gila, jeem. Makin lampuh jua kau. How come youre shorter now? Whats with the specs? Gila. Makin gay.' then, somebody tapped me on the shoulder. I turned to see Ajeem. T_T" shit. I know. Cousinnya panya. (i never told you about this, jeem. Maluku.) then, the next few days he came over to my house for raya. His dad sakai of our house especially the chandelier. Time atu kau emo. I still remember. :P you nearly cried. Too bad we didnt take photos. :s we were both wearing peach. :D

During december, i offered him a position for in 'Crepuscule' for Explore Venture. It consists of four people in one group and we were to do obstacles macam triextrem lah pokoknya. Si Ajeem kept on shortforming our group name to 'puss' = nanah. HAHA. <--- Baie. It was fun. Ya know. Solving riddles and running around with him accompanied with our other group member Tiqah and Fiqah <--- Siamese twins but not joined and different birthdate. Lame shit. Then, in one obstacle, we were told to do a three legged race. The whole 15mins ive been tied up to Ajeems leg and i was disgusted. o.o we were both wearing short parts and kakinya labat bulunya. *imagine that. ewwww.

Those were some of the memories i had with him before the year 2009 came. All after, i think he can recall them by himself. Especially our Escapade outing. Awww. :')

all the best. ♥

we wont forget you

Saturday, July 4, 2009

truth.

from now on,

the phrases US and WE does not exist between me and those selfish bitches.

I repeat. NEVER WILL THOSE WORDS BE USED IN MY SENTENCE OF FRIENDSHIP WITH THEM.

Monday, June 1, 2009

my tunes.


Put any music player on shuffle and fill out.

1. What song best represents my personality?
Song: Feel Good inc.
Artist: Gorillaz
Comment: people feel good whenever im around. :P

2. What song will be played on my funeral?
Song: Boom Boom Pow
Artist: Black Eyed Peas
Comment: people are gonna be celebrating my death. ;p

3. Will i ever love somebody?
Song: Over and over.
Artist: Three Days Grace.
Comment: awwww. Aku setia. (y)

4. Will i be successful in life?
Song: Sorry Sorry
Artist: Super Junior
Comment: inda? :(

5. Will i get married if the love of my life is out of shape?
Song: Lose control.
Artist: Missy Elliot
Comment: inda? Ill lose control and leave him. Wdpak.

6. Will anyone accept me as who i am?
Song: Never too late.
Artist: Three Days Grace.
Comment: :)

7. How will i die?
Song: I kissed a boy.
Artist: Cobra Starship
Comment: wow. That guy must have deadly lips. :P

8. Wholl kill me?
Song: Without you.
Artist: Hinder.
Comment: loneliness will kill me. :')

9. Will i be a murderer?
Song: Supermassive Black hole
Artist: Muse.
Comment: awu, kali. :p

10. Hows life so far?
Song: Angel
Artist: Natasha Bedingfield.
Comment: Chuweeeet. :)

11. My current obsession.
Song: Get up.
Artist: Ciara
Comment: i go around more often now = sports. :D

12. What song represents my friends?
Song: Forever.
Artist: Chris Brown.
Comment: awwwww. :')

13. Where would i go on vacation?
Song: Face down.
Artist: Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.
Comment: asleep? -.-"

14. What song would i lapdance to?
Song: Clothes off.
Artist: Gym Class Heroes.
Comment: kinky X)

15. Second last question : which sexuality are you?
Song: Anna Molly
Artist: Incubus
Comment: female. (y)

16. Last question : what song should i end this?
Song: Dont trust me.
Artist: 3 oh! 3
Comment: she wants to love me ohh ~ she'll never leave me ohh ~ ohh ohh oh ~ :D


this public holiday is killing me. :(

; kymm jakk.

my life. <3


Chapter 1 : Personal.

Initials: NHHAR

Middle name : Hakimah

Birthday : 8th november 1991

Birth place : Suri Seri Begawan Hospital, KB.

Current location : bedroom.

Height : 5'6

Hair color : brown.

Eye color : brown

Birthmarks : no.



Chapter 2 : Family.

Do you live with your parents?
` yes.

Do you get along with them?
` just my dad.

Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
` married.

Do you have siblings?
` yes.

What pets do you have?
` cats and kittens.

Names.
` Maguira, Apple, Marco, Simmity.



Chapter 3 : Favourites.

City : Athens.

Seasons : Autumn.

Clothing brand : Adidas.

Color : green or blue.



Chapter 4 : Do you

Sing in the shower?
` yes.

Write memos on your hand?
` yes.

Call people back?
` yes.

Believe in love?
` no. :(

Sleep on a certain side of the bed?
` yes.

Wear glasses or contacts?
` yes.




Chapter 5 : Have you

Gone skinny dipping?
` wdpak? 0_o

worn braces?
` yes. Took it off last two days. :(

broken a bone?
` not yet.

Had stitches?
` no.

Punched someone in the face?
` yes. (y) but i wish it was si tinggi. (y)(y)

Skipped school?
` Duhh

Taken painkillers?
` obviously.

Gone scuba diving?
` no. :(

Been stung by a bee?
` yes. _|_

Thrown up in a restaurant?
` no. --_"

Written a letter to santa?
` yes. But time ku damit, when i was in international school. Kids. Haha.

Beent to overnight camp?
` noo. Missed kem qiadah. :/

Had detention?
` yes. -.-"

Been sent to the principals office?
` yes. During form1.

Called a bitch?
` (y)



Chapter 6 : Who/what was the last

Last person to IM you?
` nina <3

Last person you hugged?
` ze. <3

Last person you talked to?
` sister, sara.

Last thing you touched?
` 0 button.

Last thing you ate?
` cheese.

Last thing you drank?
` milo.

Last thing you said?
` lifes not fair.


last call received : Jeemshah

last call made : Beah.

Last text received : Aslam.


Current

what channel is the tv on?
` nothing.

What song is playing?
` Angel - Natasha Bedingfield.

Watching?
` mobile screen.

What is your background?
` picture si ayyem as my wall paper. (:



Favourite

Type of pizza
` pepperoni.

Sports team
` 3D. :D

Shirt you own.
` many.

Warning.
` fuck off, bitch.




Other random

whats the time?
` i dont know.

Whats the date?
` 1st june 2009.

Do you own more than 5 tv set?
` guess so.

Do you own a toaster?
` no.

Do you own a house with 2 floors?
` its not really mine, but yeah.



What do you think of when i say

Cat : awwww. :)

Jump : Simple plan

Love : sex.

Bed : sleep.

Food : pizza

Scratch and sniff : 0_o



doneeeee.

The public holidays suck. :(

they awesomely fucking end.

; kymm jakk.

Sunday, May 31, 2009

the awesome past. :)







me and ze. ♥



i know its too late, but then, CONGRATS to PAHLAWAN for being the champion of MSPSBS 34th(?) Annual Sports Day.<3

shit. Its delayed by a month.

the awesomely fucking end.

; kymm jakk.

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Snakes On Plane (Bring it)








Cobra Starship - Snakes on plane (Bring it)


[Samuel L. Jackson:]"That's it!

I've had it with these motherfucking snakeson this motherfucking plane!"


Times are strange

We got a free upgrade forsnakes on a plane.

Fuck em,

I don't care.

Bought the cheap champagne,

we're going down in flames,

hey.

Oh, I'm ready for it


Come on, bring it.

Oh, I'm ready for it

Come on, bring it.

Oh, I'm ready for it

Come on, bring it.

Oh, I'm ready for it

Come on, bring it.


So kiss me goodbye.

Honey, I'm gonna make it out alive.

So kiss me goodbye.

I can see the venom in your eyes.

Goodbye.


It's time to fly,

tonight the sky's alivewith the turpentinelounging in their suits and ties.

Watch the whore's paradefor the price of fame, hey.

Oh, I'm ready for it


Come on, bring it.

Oh, I'm ready for it

Come on, bring it.

Oh, I'm ready for it

Come on, bring it.

Oh, I'm ready for i

tCome on, bring it.

So kiss me goodbye.
Honey I'm gonna make it out alive
So kiss me goodbye.
I can see the venom in your eyes
So kiss me goodbye.
Honey, I'm gonna make it out alive
So kiss me goodbye.
I can see the venom in your eyes
Goodbye.

Ladies and gentlemen
These snakes are slitherin
'with dollar signs in they eyes
with tongues so reptilian
This industry's venemous
with cold-blooded sentiment
No need for nervousness
It's just a little turbulence.

So kiss me goodbye.
Honey I'm gonna make it out alive
So kiss me goodbye.
I can see the venom in your eyes
So kiss me goodbye.
Honey, I'm gonna make it out alive
So kiss me goodbye.
I can see the venom in your eyes
Goodbye.
Oh, I'm ready for it
Come on, bring it.
Oh, I'm ready for it
Come on, bring.
Oh, I'm ready for it
Come on, bring it.
Oh, I'm ready for it
Come on, bring it.

We seem to be losing altitude
at an alarming pace
Midtown downtown
Snakes on a plane suggest you grab your ankles
and kiss your ass goodbye