i just had a thought that maybe i`m in that situation. i won`t mention who. but let`s just hope, that if he`s reading this, he won`t notice that i`m talking about him. <-- please! please, i`m not talking about you!
i`ve liked him for a very long time. i don`t know how i feel about him now, but i do miss him. i`m just confused. perplexed. it`s like i know he`s there, but he`s not there for me all the time. he`ll just appear and disappear whenever he wants. i know he knows that i have feelings for him. but i think it`s human nature to just ignore. the guy that i like sort of changed through all these years. i changed too. but most of the me i have now, is still here. <-- shit, i don`t know what i`m talking about.
he`s not attractive, i have to admit it. but i find him bloody likeable. i don`t like his height. he sort of have this thing on his face that always says 'never will be yours.' shit. i hate this.
i admit, sometimes it hurts. seeing someone you love, with the person he loves. i don`t envy anybody. i shouldn`t. but human nature is always there, to bring out the scam, break my heart and all.
i like his chest. (:
this is not a confession, i think. eurgghh. i don`t like him. i just miss him.
the awesomely fucking end.
♥jakee.
